Gone too soon...

After a good night's sleep last night, I awoke to the news that my once great love had already passed on. His death, quick as a flash, still leaves me in denial.

My day was never complete without listening to his songs, without kissing that only picture that I had of him pasted on my cabinet. I was barely 10. I thought he was wonderful. Most children at that age wouldn't know how to love, but maybe I did. It could have been a mere fascination, but at that moment, I knew I was inlove. I didn't care.

Even now that I'm all grown up, I still find myself browsing his videos on YouTube. Sundays at home would mean hours on the PC just listening, watching, singing along. My playlist at work is dominated by his songs.

I'd even joke around saying that I'd drop everything for him. And that I'd say "yes!" if he asked me to marry him.

To you Michael Jackson, wherever you are, I will always be your number one fan.

As I am listening to your song, Gone Too Soon, I cry...you're breaking my heart...

I love you, Michael.
Thank you for the memories. Thank you for your life.

http://music.yeucahat.com/song/English/51066-Gone-Too-Soon~Michael-Jackson.html

Like A Comet

Blazing 'Cross The Evening Sky

Gone Too Soon

Like A Rainbow

Fading In The Twinkling Of An Eye

Gone Too Soon

Shiny And Sparkly

And Splendidly Bright

Here One Day

Gone One Night

Like The Loss Of Sunlight

On A Cloudy Afternoon

Gone Too Soon

Like A Castle

Built Upon A Sandy Beach

Gone Too Soon

Like A Perfect Flower

That Is Just Beyond Your Reach

Gone Too Soon

Born To Amuse, To Inspire, To Delight

Here One Day

Gone One Night

Like A Sunset

Dying With The Rising Of The Moon

Gone Too Soon

Gone Too Soon

Love, actually.

I've always wondered how two people would end up together magically. They say love is magical.

I am writing another episode in my 23 years here on Earth. I haven't written something in a while...in a long while.

Happiness is very subjective, as most feeling are. For me, I came alive again. Right now I am listening to Patti Austin's If I Believe and I can't help but concur. I am happy. For the longest time, I can really say that what I feel is true and that there are no lies.

I met Rob a couple of months back. It was at a time when my life was in continuous shatter. I wasn’t prepared for him, as I would always tell my friends. I wasn’t prepared for what happened at all. After all the pains of loving, here is one person who I never thought would make a big difference in my life.

And I’m glad he did. He has changed me in so many ways unthinkable. He taught me to believe in love again, and to hold on no matter what. He made me realize a lot of things…he taught me to be patient, because love is.

I’ve grown a lot since my break up with JC, and I can never say how thankful I am for this experience. Rob made me stronger when I though I was vulnerable. He made me wiser when I thought I didn’t know anything and assumed that I’ve wasted so many days of my life for nothing. When I felt useless, that was the time he actually found me. When I didn’t wanna hear anything else, that’s when my heart shouted, and heard him.

Dreams

What have I done in my 23 years on this planet?

I wonder how many items I can get into a list...

1. 2. 3.

I'll get back to you with a complete list, soon.