A Woman's Frailty...

To Oberon:

Here I am, laughing at the corniest of jokes, I laugh because I am dejected. For the first time, I feel this authenticity because I respect the person that I am.

I've wasted so many dreams of us, those that promised happiness and guaranteed forever. But let me dream once more, of the way things should be, because it is not how it is now. I should have held you twice; the first time to let you know you are loved, and the second, to never let you go.

The rare smile on my face is a consolation to the many heartaches I am going through.

"I Love You!" <= words that are but shadows: dark, ignored, and harmless.

Here I am, alone, filling my eyes with tears again...like the love that once filled my puny heart.



To Robin Hood:

You must realize that "a thing of beauty is a joy forever..." and that what we have now is something worth treasured. But it can never be more than that. I cannot promise you what I've sworn five years ago. Again and again I will keep on asking, "Where were you five years ago?”

Irony as it is, I hope that this question is enough to answer your doubts.

You were just too damn late.