Crossroads

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Wednesday, December 08, 2004

Love, actually.

I've always wondered how two people would end up together magically. They say love is magical.

I am writing another episode in my 23 years here on Earth. I haven't written something in a while...in a long while.

Happiness is very subjective, as most feeling are. For me, I came alive again. Right now I am listening to Patti Austin's If I Believe and I can't help but concur. I am happy. For the longest time, I can really say that what I feel is true and that there are no lies.

I met Rob a couple of months back. It was at a time when my life was in continuous shatter. I wasn’t prepared for him, as I would always tell my friends. I wasn’t prepared for what happened at all. After all the pains of loving, here is one person who I never thought would make a big difference in my life.

And I’m glad he did. He has changed me in so many ways unthinkable. He taught me to believe in love again, and to hold on no matter what. He made me realize a lot of things…he taught me to be patient, because love is.

I’ve grown a lot since my break up with JC, and I can never say how thankful I am for this experience. Rob made me stronger when I though I was vulnerable. He made me wiser when I thought I didn’t know anything and assumed that I’ve wasted so many days of my life for nothing. When I felt useless, that was the time he actually found me. When I didn’t wanna hear anything else, that’s when my heart shouted, and heard him.


"Oh, how everything
was against me then.
Even termites made
their way to my
bedroom. They ate
the mat and destroyed
all my books. It was
distressing to think of
those books and the
yellow robes I used to
wear had holes in
them like my weeping
eyes..."

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